Today this girl turned around and was like your laugh always makes me laugh, that’s why I always turn around and look at you, then the guy behind her was like I know it does, I was like haha I know that’s what my
Cousins tell me, but I laugh for everything. It made my day :)

Last day of class once again and we actually talked.

When I was excited I was happier now I am just overwhelmed.

I hate this, feeling so confused with just about everything!

Well yesterday was an overwhelming day, I have a lot to do for school, but I’m almost done, plus worrying about the retreat adds more stress, I even broke out gross. Well yesterday was my last speech it was an impromptu speech we got an random item from a classmates and I knew I was going to get what I did, I got handcuffs! Everyone laughed I knew everyone was thinking it. I did mention it was a toy for adults and now that I think about it I can’t believe I did that. Oh well it’s done and over with.

Doubting yourself really sucks.

Aww finding out certain people won’t be there.

Really today was awkward, I think you actually tried to say hi? Really after all this time. Thank for making me more confused. Anyways I need to prepare for something I can’t say yet.

I am still trying to process if its true, I feel like it’s not. Oh the wait.